Poem : Me

so many denials lately
though they are only confusing
they won’t alter my missions

my karmic debt is almost paid

my soul is no longer heavy
my powers revealing themselves
and now i’m ready for more

i can only respect my wishes
and boundaries going forward
they’re leading me to pride

i’m finally cashiering the unnecessary
like my rigid tormented self
thinking kindness would bring me

peace, happiness and love

that run was blind endurance
it’s left more trauma
than using clear words would have

i need to protect myself
keep my self-value high
even if shaken and stirred

i’m after a dynasty built on respect and fun
even a cute pet will be thrown out
i can’t handle loving a two-faced anything

my devotion is me