i don’t belong to anyone
could be i don’t know how to give myself
after the major attempts
those moments i unlocked every entry point
which all led to failure
i’m left in this place
a place not like any other

i stand here not wanting anything else before or beyond the end

i’m tired
i’m of no use
i wasted my youth

my voidance will give our world one more second of existence
not much, of course

if not, my broken hope will take hold
it’s almost strong enough to leave my body behind
the feeling is exhilarating
a vicious hunger that needs to be fed
fear it, world
don’t trust it

history will recount the shift my self caused
my spirit is a plague in a bottle
discovering astral-bending capabilities

don’t look back
there’s plenty of rope to go around
a useful tool i respect and suspend

so beware
beware
beware
of me
beware
please

my soul wants to scare
the energy is trackable
and leaves behind a lovely scent

so run
be frightened
please
run